State: altered (weed)

I can’t help but notice I have no inclination to write if I am in an unaltered state of consciousness, but as soon as I light up I’m possessed with desire to write. This is not true in periods when I do not light up regularly, the creative impulse of writing seems to find its outlet easier in the altered state.

At the same time, I know that the task is to bring this quality of state of non-judgmental flowing in writing into the unaltered state, because what I so call “unaltered” is actually a very altered state of consciousness. Let me call this my “sober state”.

My sober state is judgmental, practical, self-referential, and to him this would be a waste of time. Is that true? No, it is not, because I write beautifully in the sober state. I can get drunk from things that are not substances, but experiences. When I am in a heightened state of consciousness through experience it is that I am most aware.

It would seem that my vitality problem stems from problems which have been already been addressed. I am amazed at the quality of energy that the sun provides. And no time is lost, because I no longer nap during the day. I lay in the sun and take it all in.

Sun shower

The experiment is simple: try to get exposed to early sunlight, preferably shirtless. The sun seems to dispel the groginess of the morning. The proof is that Nina does this by nature. She goes out to the front-yard and catches the first rays of the sun.

It can be as simple as a walk in the morning with a stop at a sunny spot, but it is necessary to expose body parts which are not usually exposed to the sun. The feeling of white flesh baking in the sun is marvelous.

If one is to meditate under the sun, one should meditate about The One, as one meditates about The Duality under the moon.