State: unaltered.

I’m writing about yesterday already halfway through the day. I don’t remember much about yesterday, it seemed a blur of work. It was my uncle’s birthday, and he wanted me to visit him, but then my schedule didn’t fit. I felt regret: yoga I have everyday, but not every day is the birthday of my uncle. I wanted to visit today, but it seems today my schedule is not adequate for a visit either.

State: altered

Enough of work for today, I begun 9am and finished 3pm, how many hours is that? Six, it feels like a ton, and it was not even very intense. I will try to… nothing needs to be changed if things are going in the direction of improvement. I am becoming more engaged by the day with the technical challenge, and seeing the possibility of fruition is a great inspiration for work.

I’ve seen so many opportunities escape: the domain rush, bitcoin, technical expertise, but at the same time it is fine, because it means I am deeply engrossed in my projects. I can only have two projects: one of them is blank.page and the other is…

I must choose:

  • exploration.work
  • Introspective writing course
  • Runge
  • New Bézier Game
  • Dibujo con modelo al natural

It would seem that, in order to share any project, exploration.work is what needs to be done first. But, at the same time I need to begin with some content. I already have some content through blank.page, so in order to have two projects functioning in parallel, I must choose the second project.

The second project will clearly be “Dibujo con modelo al natural”, as this project feels most fresh and outside my domain.

The answer to the question: what should I be doing? and no immediate threat of hunger, despair, or any uncovered basic need is required, then the answer shall be: work on blank.page, or work on the natural modeling project.

But now I sense a need to pee. This marks the end of this stream of thought.