The calm after the storm has made its presence the next morning, and in the same way I write during the storm, I feel inclined to register calmness. What is calmness?

The energetic sensation is most definetely different. Where yesterday there were sparks flying because of a short circuit, today energy flows harmoniously. The mind is not jumping from one place to the next, and an inclination to put the mind towards productive endeavors is sensed.

Even Nina was restless yesterday, right now she is sitting, observing the stairs with an attention that makes me curious about what she is seeing, staring into apparent nothingness.

In this state of calmness I see the decisions that split me yesterday are clear today: the choices were illusory, I must do what I am supposed to do, with the dedication of it being to the higher purpose. If I do not want to be in the situation that I am in now, I must resolve what keeps my in my current situation in order to advance. Trying to vie into a different direction will only bring me back to the same place.