The last day of October, full moon. I want to create a new virtuegraph, and for this I must establish a destination of sorts. Where would I want to be at the end of November? I hesitate. I feel like I cannot do much about my current situation, even though I’m dissatisfied with it. I’m not in the frame of mind for setting myself goals, it will be better to simply register experience. But I’m too tired for this. I will wait for the morning to come in order to come from a fresh start.

But, for now, I will try to glean on what I have learned from practicing my current virtuegraph.

Sun shower: Effortless. Good for the soul. But having this habit well established, I feel like it is no longer necessary to keep as a keystone. I will put this in the background.

Look in the eyes: I can only do this when I’m in a certain frame of mind. Most of the time I don’t feel like doing it, and it reflects on the amount of times I did it this month. I think, what I really want, is to meet new people. I don’t have to become friends. I just want some variety in my social life, which is difficult during the pandemic. Tomorrow I shall see how I evolve this task.

Meditation: Effortless. But I notice I do this more when I need it more. I would like to establish a more formal schedule for it. In the last few days I’ve been doing it before going to bed. When I begin dozing off I go to bed. Perhaps this is the time to do it.

Material Work: I feel like I register hours sitting down at the computer rather than effective time working, or flow. I would like to register better the subjective experience of work.

Body Work: Comes naturally. There are certain areas that I would like to explore more, this feels like it is not a matter of registering my activity, but of registering new things that I discover about my body.

  • Expand upon experience
  • Do new things
  • Registration of mood
  • Family work
  • Dreams
  • Wiki work

The next day. My credit card statement came in and I’m ~500 USD in the red. The priority then is to work towards financial freedom. I’ve lived like a monk for long enough. Let us put the majority of our effort towards paid work. This is quite simple in practice so no virtuegraph will be required.