State: Altered.

It is noon and I have indulged on a joint. I am quitting smoking tobacco, and I sense the vice of cigarrette smoking transmuting into desire for any kind of smoking. Perhaps I ought to smoke something less altering.

I just came back from a google search. I can smoke Chamomille, but the effects of Damiana look very interesting. I will try to get my hands on the dry plant from a traditional herbalist, as this is a mexican plant. To have a medicinal garden of sorts would be a nice project. But this kind of project emerges naturally, as I find the need for creating my own boticary.

Vice in the individual is like a constant stream of energy. If you block the energy it will flow somewhere else. To be conscious of these energy flows allows us to design something specific to ourselves. In AA the stream of energy is dedicated to The One, and perhaps this is the only way to free oneself from vice, one day at a time, and dedicating it to God.

The Quoran says: “Don’t seek God while drunk”, and so I will end my spiritual musings here, should I become lost and then have to undo my way.

Instead, I need to be practical. Let’s put ourselves to work.